Yeah, I always assume that I'm the one whose presence is at best a privilege. It takes a lot of effort to take my proper place and stand up for myself. I'll never forgive them for putting this curse inside of me. Now words got out of what they did to me and my sisters and they pretty much have to hide. They deserve everything bad happening to them.

I had the displeasure of having to erode myself to survive after realising all this, it was horrendous, because I was now aware of what I needed to do for my own health but couldn't.