I am not contending that you deserve consideration. You do. I read your story and I can see parts in it which are frustrating, because you believe you are trying your best, but are stuck nonetheless.
On the other hand, because of the way you've chosen to present yourself and the issues you want to plant your flag on, I also can't help but wonder how much time you have spent looking at yourself to see how much of this is your responsibility.
On the other hand, because of the way you've chosen to present yourself and the issues you want to plant your flag on, I also can't help but wonder how much time you have spent looking at yourself to see how much of this is your responsibility.